I did a little bit more today and my temp. went down a little bit more as well, constantly trying to focus your energy takes a lot out of you, and unfortunately it became a known fact to my family that I was very ill, I wanted my grandmother to know that eve though I was sick, I didn't need to get taken care of like I was a little baby, and I wanted my father to know the same, I was rather bored for most of the time and I felt like my weight was doing nothing but decreasing from the lack of appitite but I pressed on, I guess my Friday is going to be nothing but staying in.
Saturday was a much better feeling for me my temperture was back to normal, I could feel some of the nerdy coming back to me and my strength was starting to flow again, not to mention I was able to eat food again in a normal pattern like I usually would, it was turning out to be a relatively good day, but I couldn't shovel any snow which was the only downside, I also helped my father cut roses for my grandmother and a very sweet and kind neighbor of ours who's always checking on my grandmother. That night i went out with my father to retrieve food to eat and it felt good to be able to get out of the house again.
The fever had broken and I was moving around fairly well, it made me happy to see that I could move this way again, and I realised that I took my body for granted, this is what made me really understand what it's like to be someone who was frail and could not do a single thing for themselves and it didn't feel good to me in any way, and I knew that it would do nothing but get easier for here on out. Although my throat still felt a bit scratchy I was able to smile and say, I feel much better, actually thank you for asking. It made me feel delightful to do things for myself again because that's how I've always been, independent, and determined, that how your supposed to be in life I guess, nothing but sunshine from today on, is what I say.